Dot.

Ignore the aesthetics

Create meaning out of nothing

Create nothing out of everything

Motion Picture Soundtrack - Radiohead

More lyrics I am in complete awe of.

Red wine and sleeping pills

Help me get back to your arms

Cheap sex and sad films

Help me get back where I belong

I think you're crazy, maybe

I think you're crazy, maybe

Stop sending letters

Letters always get burned

Its not like the movies

They fed us on little white lies

I think you're crazy, maybe

I think you're crazy, maybe

I will see you in the next life

Oblivious

All so oblivious

I watch you smile and laugh

Watch you all enjoy each others company

Watch all of you act like there isn't a care

in the World

It makes me die inside.

Today

I'm tired I'm tired

I'm tired of this mask

Distract me distract me

It's all I ever ask

Six hours of torture
I had to endure

Repressing repressing

Composing myself, not so sure

The sight of a text

Burned my eyes in italics

For I was numb

So numb

Heart

I gathered composure as I stared

Burying my face into the papers I held

The sky was gloomy

A mirror of as it was this very time before

Nothing but a memory I would love to cast ashore

My heart sank walking through the busy street

Gulping my drink bit by bit

Playing songs that remind me. Just remind me

I needed to gain composure, badly

I hopped in his car, smiling gladly

Back on track

Corner of my eye

Walking through
Lifted

I smiled.

Re:

Re-analyse

Re-think

Re-do

Re-peat?

Three

For the fucking truth is

I miss you

For the fucking truth is

I ask why you leave

I ask why you leave all the time

It's a question that i've never got an answer for

It's a question that I want to be answered

As soon as possible

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I need you bro

So fucking much

You don't have any idea

I'm going to hold on until lunch

It's going to be my biggest mission

For I had nobody but you 30 hours a week

7 day a week

For the last 12 months

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I'm worrying about you

Through this drunken state

I'm hoping all is well

And you don't do something stupid

Life is hard like this

Smile

Conclusion reached

While satisfaction is mildly accomplished

Drowsy as I write

Eyes burning slowly

For it's all done

I hope

No longer filled

Any detail of torment

Realisation has occurred

Epiphany reached

I am smiling

Only smiling

Untitled

Words are meaningless

Words are useless

Words are what we used to construct meaning

Words are an escape and an excuse to how we feel

Show not tell

Words are a limitation

The ability to use words

Succinctly

Concisely

Such brilliance is a skill

Yet it limits us.

We're restricted.

Restricted by the confines of language

Never to be broken

Sanctuary

My escape

My sanctuary

Not a place found in books

You can't read about it

You can't 'be there'

You can't just 'go there'

Within the confines of my mind

My escape is there

My sanctuary is there

It makes me feel

It keeps me sane

Makes me feel real

Lost in a trance

Always.

When escaping, I lose control

I escape reality

We have our place.

Once you find it

Embrace it

Cherish it

Let it not be a physical one

But one where you can access

At any time of day

At the tick of a trigger

Live in it

Love it.

Backspace

Wrote this ages ago

The amount of times
We press backspace
Imagine the words that slip away

How many 'I love you''s
Would we all have missed

How many 'I need you''s
Would have drifted by

Those last words to a friend
Would never be heard

That last desperate attempt
Would have been flawed

Think.

How would your life be
If all we could do was press enter
Never erasing your words
All out for the person to read

If I didn't have a
Would we
Would you
Where would
What
Rig
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Subjectivity

Subjectivity

Signified

Signifier

Drawing components
Drawing relationships

Drawing pictures

Painting memories

Heavily induced into nostalgia

Hence, this is never explained

Subjectivity

Signified

Signifier

Untitled

Ignoring the convictions

Surpassing the doubt

Burning the idiocy

Regardless of the amount

Destroy the views

Kill the lights

Move forward

Regardless of what's right

It's set in stone

One ear out the other

Otherwise

It's broken

Heavy cynicism

Little to no narcissism

Plethora of pessimism

Reject the voice that's in your within

Stage

Bright lights

Shine upon the stage

I stare at the crowd

Thousands of glaring eyes

Looking at me

I play.

Definition

Every facet of it

Under every definition

Screaming screaming screaming

Pervading tradition

None can accurately describe

What the eyes can see

They're blurred with a haze

Speechless at the heart, only to dream

Every hour turns

Into one minute

For every minute

Alive within it

Seven passes

Six lives

Five smiles

Four tension builds

Three closing

Two close to end

One reminiscing

For there's something to mend

Boy who blocked his own shot

I'll just be posting lyrics from some artists which I think... Are just genius, sublime and poetically beautiful.

The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot - Brand New

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

Promise

For I will try with all my breadth

my heart

my body

my soul

I will keep this.

Mountains will move

Seas will part

Skies will turn black

Trekking right through

Through fire

Through brimstone

Through lava

Through volcanoes

Through eruption

Through the coldness of winter

Through the blizzards

Through glaciers

Through iceburgs

Through the lightning

Through the thunder

Through the storm

Through the end of the World
Through hell

Through heaven

Through purgatory

I will keep it.

Promise.

I promise I promise.

I promise I promise I'll keep it.

Word

Meaning of a word

Captures ones soul

That's it.

Just it.

It is what it is.

I cannot explain it.

It just is.

Inspiration

Old one.

We leave the shadows of our past behind
In turn to grow and nourish our inner selves
The shadows haunt us wherever we go
But that is a part of life

Letting go of what you used to be
Embracing what you have become

Develop from the days
Harmonious for the hours
Miraculous for the minutes
Smile for the seconds

Move forward
Not behind
Because the World
Won't wait for you

Life

Smile because you deserve to

Breathe because it's a necessity

Laugh because it's the best medicine

Cry to let it all out

Hurt because it's proof you're human

Live because it's the only thing you can do.

Seasons

Summer

I walk through the street, Sun in my face

Feeling the cool breeze fill my lungs with euphoria

Grass pushing upwards against my feet

Gravity trying to pull me down, while I always pull myself upwards

Autumn

I walk through the street, clouds in my face

Feeling the cool breeze fill my lungs with happiness

Dying grass pushing upwards against my feet

The trees are turning a shade of brown, slowly.

Gravity trying to pull me down, while I struggle to pull myself upwards

Winter

I walk through the street, bleak sky raining down

Feeling the cold cold air, fill my lungs with metaphorical liquid nitrogen

Dead, cold grass pushing upwards against my body

The trees are dead.

Gravity has almost won, while I crawl, and crawl

I crawl until I can crawl no more

To die in winter, to shrivel in the cold

Winter

I'm still crawling through the cold grass

I can almost see it

Almost.

Just almost.

Spring

...

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...

...

Ponder

Learning, learning

Each day

We think and think

Each day

It's a constant process

Dumping the innards of our heads

Filling it with new lessons

New ideas

Utter simplicity

So intricate so beautiful

No longer devoid of appreciation

We smile

We smile to our view of Heaven

We smile to our view of Hell

We smile to our view of Earth

We smile to what we've learnt

For this could be nihilistic

So existentialistic

Philosophers cannot fathom

Such logic for a complex subject

We revel in our sorrows

Revel in our joys

Forever wondering

Why we are so devoid

For I shall sleep tonight

In my warm bed

Pondering pondering pondering

Until I give into my head

Awake

Wrote this ages ago.

Dim light fades through my eyes
Immobile I stay

Blinds block my view of sight
Scaring the night away

Imamate objects gazing at nothing
Intense breathing ensues

Heartbeat racing
Indescribable feuds
Welding within myself

The embers of emotion
Pry through my veins

As I lay awake in bed
All thoughts astray.

Breathe

Breathe in

Breathe out

Inhale

Exhale

Inwards

Outwards

Oxygen flowing

Through my veins

Sight fading

Sight regaining

Fall into sleep

Fall out of slight

Remnants of the night before

Remnants of the morning after

It still... Does

Hollowing out my innards

Open for all to see

People stop and stare

Envelope everything, lock it tight

You seal it with your mouth

Overlap it with your tongue

Underneath it all, concealed forever

Are we satisfied with the contents

Reading them for one last time before
Everything is thrown in the fire

Heavily sedated with thoughts

After the gasoline of epiphany

Pours on the sealed envelope

Purposely setting it alight with

Yesterdays thoughts, moving into tomorrow

Free

Pour it out

Leave it be

Burning eyes

Tears to dry

Learn

and learn again

For such is life

Wander around the concrete

Thoughts captured within my head

Struggling to face upwards

I walked over

Sat down

Started thinking

My mind shrivels

Back into its hole

Sitting on this chair

I don't even need to care

Street Lights.

This one, I wrote... Ages ago.

Street Lights

Walk past
Every street light
It's all the same
One by one
One by one
Emitting the same glow
Extruding the same light
Programmed with the same watts
Just boring.

Stride down the street
as the cold air fills your lungs
Aware of the clones of street lights
Again
and again

Come across a broken light
Gaze in curiousity
That's about it, just keep walking.

Spend all your time trying to find a unique light.
One on its own.
It can be found in its glow.
Its light
Its watts
Its shape
Its size
It could just be the way the moonlight reflects off the bulb
Or how this light is moved in a different way.

Then again...
Sometimes you think you've found a unique light that catches your eye
But it ends up being exactly like all the others.
Just the same.
Just the same.

Over and over again.
This cycle continues.
Until morning...
You can really see
What the lights for what they were.
What they really were.
What they are.
But nobody cares.
Nobody looks.
Nobody pays attention.
Just because a light glows at night
Doesn't mean that's all it's good for.

Take for granted this light.
Before.
It.
Just.
Fades off.
Into.
The.
Morning.
Morning.
Never.
Never.
To.
Be.
Noticed.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again.

Heavy

I have a heavy heart within
It is not broken nor shattered
I actually feel it there for once

Yet it's the opposite thing that occurred

I do not understand

I cannot fathom

I may never know

Not too involved

I just do not understand

My heart is heavy

I feel real

Technically it's not

Luckily I held no close attachment

Six hundred odd versus four

I know where I stand here

It's just not fair,

Not to the individual anyway

Be oblivious to your happiness

Please egg on and on

Make decisions yourself

We can only guide

For i'm not sure if this is

Out of feeling or concern