room

A room full of history

Not knowing to start

Boxes of intricacy fill to the top

of this broken room

Like a secret room

With contents hidden on the inside

Yet it's exposed for all to see

Music

Musical notes pumping through my veins

Bursts of inspiration burn my eyes

Until I put the instrument down again

G

The hawk eyes preying upon every disappointment

Hone in on every piece of sensitivity and strike with sheer accuracy

Scar this broken piece again and again

Sharp the beak is, backstabbing, swooping

Let's take off the blindfold

We'll open your eyes to the world

No restrictions, what you see is what you get

Wide in full view, your own surroundings

"Oh I'll break them down, no mercy shown

Heaven knows It's got to be this time

Avenues all lined with trees

Picture me and then you start watching

Watching forever, forever

Watching love grow, forever

Letting me know, forever."

As I take my first steps towards liberation

Leaving only behind the materialism

Subjecting myself to sheer masochism

Bringing onto the road, the sentiment

A silent goodbye is whispered in my mind

A half-hearted grin without turning back

While a part of this organism waits for a tap on the shoulder

The rest walks slowly slowly away

"Oh I'll break them down, no mercy shown

Heaven knows It's got to be this time

Watching her, these things she said,

Times she cried, to frail to wake this time"

Iconography #1

The iconography stares me straight in the face

Burning with guilt and resent

Wrong timing as always

It wouldn't be as bad as it is now

Ocean

Confusion mixed with the questioning of existence

Let the pulses of my brain beat and throb

For there's always the easy option or the difficult one

Here I stand in the abyss of the ocean
As the seas part leaving a gap

Slowly closing in on each other

Rushing through the gap

Stopping to let the pulses get through

Stopping to hold the negativity

Let it close in on me

Just let it close in on me

Let it sweep me away

Let's have a toast

Let's have a toast to humanity

Let's have a toast to the contributors

Let's have a toast to the innovative minds

Let's have a toast to knowledge distributors

"Let's have a toast to the douchebags

Let's have a toast to the assholes

Let's have a toast to the scumbags

Every one of them that I know

Let's have a toast for the jerkoffs

That'll never take work off

Baby I got a plan

Runaway as fast as you can"

Waiting

Waiting for the downfall

Waiting for the explosion

Remnants of debris left with the ashes
As everything placed into the building

Is destroyed and turned into nothing

Absolutely nothing, for he has nothing left

Iron & Wine - Naked as we came

I was listening to this just then, appreciate the lyrics and its truth.

________

She says "wake up, it's no use pretending"
I'll keep stealing, breathing her.
Birds are leaving over autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes 'round the yard

She says "If I leave before you, darling
Don't you waste me in the ground"
I lay smiling like our sleeping children
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes round the yard

Nothing

There's nothing to place in this box

There's nothing to say

There's nothing to express myself

Trying to sieze the day

All these words are meaningless

As they are formed through my fingers

Reminiscing about past, present, future

As everything in my head is lingering

Me

Eyes start to droop

Hair a mess

Ears ringing

Look like a wreck

Rain

It pours outside while the stupidest ideas come to mind

Only in my imagination does it happen, yet in reality,

A lack of guts is shown to go through with them

Let the chilly rain drip down my face

Two substances intermixed, unable

To tell apart between the two

A sharp pain at the core

Has been stabbing all day

Wanting to lay down, but i'm too tired

Stabs at me again and again

A kick down there

Struggling to get up again and again

Unending continuation #4

He waited and waited

For once to conquer the fear

For once to gain the new found confidence

For once, to make everything clear

The glowing aura that protruded

From the face into my eyes

Left a euphoric nature

Ironically now, they're blind

Cycle

It's the same cycle every time

It's all the same, the process, the ending

It starts the same, and ends the same

This is the cynic in me speaking

As words and pictures have poisoned my brain