Typical

Death

Raging upon

Feelings of emptiness

/Typicalteenagebullshit

Timing

How Ironically placed

The initial timing of the unexplained event

The transition from one thing onto another

Subtly rising towards what I was previously against

Experiment #1

Inanimate insanity

Corrosive consolations

Destructive disenchantment

Relapsing rememberance

Go

Grow a pair

Eat something of substance

Tear your life apart

Fornicate yourself to your ego

Undenying hatred

Caress the soul with passion

Kill off a part of yourself

End it all by losing it all

Dealing with the devil

Promise

Promise was openly broken

Songs filled with nostalgia

Nights spent wondering

As we're going back in circles again

Faster

Needing the beautiful rest

While the eyes twitch faster and faster

The heart beating faster and faster

Paranoid kicking in faster and faster

Hyperventilating faster and faster

Everything spinning faster and faster

Paradise

They laugh at me

Though there is no real indication who 'they' are

Mocking my every move, instigating every action to tear me down

Take another stab at me, please for my sake do it

Dropping my place in this flaming paradise even further

Torturing my burning soul while their hysterics deepen the pain

Mocking me while I close my eyes

Trekking through this flaming paradise

Deeper and deeper inside of it i sink

Where the screams so loud I can't even think

Change of Heart - Insomnium

Love this.

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Spring brought the two together

Married the wind with the fire

Under the secrecy of lush birch trees

Opposite hearts became one

One day followed another

Weeks passed, months lapsed

Until wind grew to a storm

And fire to a burning pile

Cold gust of whirlwind

Fiery flames, burning sharp

Adoration all too strong pushed the two apart

Different from the start

Fate that never was written in the stars

Led to a change of hearts

The fall split the one in two

Under the pouring rain

Dressed them both in loneliness

And led to their separate ways

The fire could not be tamed with the wind

Or the wind suppressed by the flames

As blending the light with the dark

Merely results in grey

Truth #2

Instilling a bout of truth to the ears

As the sound of truth burns
Leaving nothing left

But guilt

Fitter Happier - Radiohead

This is what we'll all be reduced to.

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Fitter happier

More productive

Comfortable

Not drinking too much

Regular exercise at the gym (3 days a week)

Getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries

At ease

Eating well (no more microwave dinners and saturated fats)

A patient better driver

A safer car (baby smiling in back seat)

Sleeping well (no bad dreams)

No paranoia

Careful to all animals (never washing spiders down the plughole)

Keep in contact with old friends (enjoy a drink now and then)

Will frequently check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall)

Favours for favours

Fond but not in love

Charity standing orders

On Sundays ring road supermarket

(No killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants)

Car wash (also on Sundays)

No longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows

Nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate

Nothing so childish

At a better pace

Slower and more calculated

No chance of escape

Now self-employed

Concerned (but powerless)

An empowered and informed member of society (pragmatism not idealism)

Will not cry in public

Less chance of illness

Tires that grip in the wet (shot of baby strapped in back seat)

A good memory

Still cries at a good film

Still kisses with saliva

No longer empty and frantic

Like a cat

Tied to a stick

That's driven into

Frozen winter shit (the ability to laugh at weakness)

Calm

Fitter, healthier and more productive

A pig

In a cage

On antibiotics