Failed?

But I've failed, you see
In my endeavor to succeed
While I lay fetally here, wallowing
In the quick, heavy sea of blue
While the simultaneous revolutions
And the universes intricacies astound and amaze me

Hmm

I still haven't told a soul,
Except the one buried in me
Replaying the moment, the instance
Of that time, of temporary insanity (on my part)

ind

I've worn out my body and mind
Filled myself with delusions blind
Can't you see what's really inside
When there's so much baggage left behind

Conclusion

Scream and scream and scream and shout
The pulses,
                      the thoughts fly about

But why
               must I abreact
In the manner that I have

While the masking
                               refuses to show
itself,
             wallowing in such disdain

There needs to be
                               conclusion

Free association

Is that what we all need?
A moment of abreaction
To achieve catharsis
An unconscious expulsion?
The unfulfilled wishes,
the inward destruction.
The manifestation,
a simple reduction
to discharge our insides
a self-induced seduction

Awakening - Yellowcard

Bottoms up tonight I drink to you and I

'cause with the morning comes the rest of my life

And with this empty glass I will break the past

'cause with the morning I can open my eyes

I want this to be my awakening


I give this one to you an anthem full of truth

I tell you now an epic tail of what you put me through

And even though you don't deserve one of your own

A melody a song about the life that you let go

I can't believe that I still care enough to write


Bottoms up tonight I drink to you and I

'cause with the morning comes the rest of my life

And with this empty glass I will break the past

'cause with the morning I can open my eyes

I want this to be my awakening


Yes I miss you still And probably always will

I'm living with a busted heart that I will have until

I find the streangth I know its somewhere in my bones

So pull the curtain up again and get on with this show

At least you know that I care enough to write


Bottoms up tonight I drink to you and I

'cause with the morning comes the rest of my life

And with this empty glass I will break the past

'cause with the morning I can open my eyes

And maybe I will see a different destiny

Like maybe knowing you at all was only a bad dream

I want this to be my awakening


No rest for the wicked they say

Forgive me if I try to change

No rest for the wicked they say

Forgive me if I try to change


Bottoms up tonight I drink to you and I

'cause with the morning comes the rest of my life

And with this empty glass I will break the past

'cause with the morning I can open my eyes

And maybe I will see a different destiny

Like maybe knowing you at all was only a bad dream

I want this to be my awakening