Break

Sipping the green liquid

Freezing as it burns

Inconsistencies blurted

Bouts of bullshit heard
Insomnia kicking in

It's difficult to sleep

Yet it's difficult to wake

Trapped in a paradox

All I need is a break

Music = poetry

Music is poetry right?

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Am, C, F, C, Cmaj7sus2
Am, C, G
Am, C, E, Am, Csus2
F, Fm, C

C, Am, F, C, G
C, Am, F, C, G

Am, C, F, C, Cmaj7sus2
Am, C, G
Am, C, E, Am, Csus2
F, Fm, C

C, Am, F, C, G
C, Am, F, C, G

Am, C, F, C, Cmaj7sus2
Am, C, G
Am, C, E, Am, Csus2
F, Fm, C

C, Am, F, C, G
C, Am, F, C, G
F, Fm

Am, C, F, C, Cmaj7sus2
Am, C, G
Am, C, E, Am, Csus2
F, Fm, C
F, Fm, C

Circle

Three circles

To get into the third one

Takes a lot of effort

Nobody is there.

Nobody.

Sense

Dozing off into the dreamland

While my eyes are still awake

"So you have to give until you have nothing left?"

A burning sensation fills the retina

As I stare into the abyss wondering

"The longer the night goes on, the more I think about stuff in general"

Such an act, pondering myself

Questioning of character, of personality

Unable to understand

Makes absolutely no sense

...

...

Helpless

Gasping and gasping

The last breath of fresh air

Waiting to enter my lungs

As my pupils dilate

My hands shake

My body frozen

Quivering at the sight

Numbness overcomes

Reaching out, yet

I can't

Blank #2

Hard to fill this space

For there's nothing to fill it with

Everything is left unsaid

Everything makes no sense

Slipping back

Just slipping

Waiting

Wondering

Worrying

Let's leave this blank

Crypt

Let's keep this as a crypt
Where nobody knows the key

To truly understand

You would have to be me

Lost

Lost all sense of day

Lost all sense of night

Reveling in ambiguity

My eyes distort reality

Completely deluded

It never clears up

Waiting for clarity

That may never come

...

Hold back

Keep calm

Do not ponder

Keep listening

Repress

Keep it in

Bounds of separation

Hold on

Just for today

Shadow

Shadow of two

One disappears

Path is clear

An obstacle to plough through

Grand Theft Autumn - Fall Out Boy

Moar lyrics.

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Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you. (For you, so)

You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...
but in the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at four in the afternoon.

You need him. I could be him...
I Could be an accident but I'm still trying.
And That's more than I can say for him.

1-2-3-4!
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentlemen.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

won't find out (he won't find out)
won't find out (he won't find out)

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town.

Round and Round #2

Again we enter the vicious cycle

Ever repeating itself

Until lesson learned

"Round and round in circles we go

Utter failure to see the expectations, the truth in front"

Waiting again. Now crawl, crawl back

"Complete realisation occurs, trying not to imply incessant narcisissm"

Round and round in circles we go...

Take

Take a beating

Take a punching

It'll get used to it

By now it should

''

It's cloudy and I'm drenched in grey

'Cannot be your enemy'

Despite the cold weather

The flames engulf the insides

A perfect juxtaposition

'Cannot be your memory'

Drowning in thought

Existential thought

Cynical thought

'This may never start'

Could the shadow of two embrace me

Let the ghosts be driven away

Wallowing in regret and insecurity

Frustration

Frustration building

Implosion occurring

Bullet through the brain

Excretion of the innards

Walking with a heavy heart

Embracing the cynicism

Shaking hands with pessimism

Consoling in negativity

Chance

Always the uncertainty

Always the chance

It's never set in stone

Regretful decisions, always taken back

Memory by Sugarcult

I need to post more lyrics on this blog that I appreciate.

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This may never start

We could fall apart

And I'd be your memory

Lost your sense of fear

Feelings insincere

Cannot be your memory

So get back, back, back to where we lasted

Just like I imagine

I could never feel this way

So get back, back, back to the disaster

My heart's beating faster

Holding on to feel the same

This may never start

I'll tear us apart

Cannot be your enemy

Losing half a year

Waiting for you here

I'd be your anything

So get back, back, back to where we lasted

Just like I imagine

I could never feel this way

So get back, back, back to the disaster

My heart's beating faster

Holding on to feel the same

This may never start

Tearing out my heart

I'd be your memory

Lost your sense of fear

Feelings disappeared

Cannot be your memory

So get back, back, back to where we lasted

Just like I imagine

I could never feel this way

So get back, back, back to the disaster

My heart's beating faster

Holding on to feel the same

This may never start

We could fall apart

And I'd be your memory

Lost your sense of fear

Feelings insincere

Cannot be your memory

Cannot be your memory

I get it.

I get it

I understand

I really get it

If that's what is risked

Because of all of that

Damn you're all fucking shallow

Keyboard warriors

Makes me angry

Extremely angry.

Calm

Calm the fuck down

We're young and we're stupid

No time for that

We have our lives to get through it

Minute details, enthrall me dearly

Obviously your vision is blurred

You cannot see clearly

My brain aches

My eyes burn

Ears popping

Here I toss and turn

End

The feeling in the back of my neck inflicts pain when I swallow

The eyes blazed red gasping for sleep reflects my sorrow

My head throbs again and again, waiting for it to end

I sniff and sniff til I try to relax and lay on my bed

Two days til freedom, and i'm feeling like this

Once it's over, my life will be pure bliss